I just feel so lost today. I feel like I am missing something, and I just can't figure out what it is. I miss my family, my friends, and my home. I love my boyfriend, but I just don't feel like he loves me the same. I want someone who will tell me they love me everyday. I want to be able to feel the love everyday, even if the words aren't expressed. I feel like we are 2 people living 2 separate lives in the same apartment. I want to be with my best friend, but it's like my best friend doesn't have time for me anymore. It's really depressing, to be honest. I feel like I've lost who I was, and I don't know who I am anymore. I don't even know what I want. I need to take a trip back home and reevaluate my life. Need to figure what I want, where I'm headed, and how I'm going to get there. I just feel so alone...
Loneliest Day,
BMS
